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Faded Photographs

by Richard Grossman

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When I think about the things I could regret Mistakes I’ve made and things I’ve said – I wish I could forget But I draw comfort from knowing that I’ve fought To be a man of meaning who learns from what he’s lost So I gather all my courage, and focus on the prize That place of peace and solace and the promise it implies Forget the wins and losses And give all you can give See your legacy unfolding From another life well lived Acts of kindness, whether they are large or small The blind can see and deaf can hear their soulful siren’s call And love that emanates from showing that you care Promotes the kind of world where hope can overcome despair So I gather all my courage, and focus on the prize That place of peace and solace and the promise it implies Forget the wins and losses And give all you can give See your legacy unfolding From another life well lived There’s one simple question; how can we make our lives sublime And depart, leavin’ behind, footprints in the sands of time And so, the day is near, the Piper must be paid Have I fulfilled my purpose and the promises I made Did I try to rectify the struggles of the age And leave behind a future sowed by seeds of change When I look into the mirror, and gaze up to the skies There’s only peace and solace reflected in these eyes ©2020 Crocus Hill Music *Acknowledgement to Henry Wadsworth Longfellow for the lyric to the bridge, which is derived from the following stanza in his A Psalm of Life: Lives of great men all remind us We can make our lives sublime, And, departing, leave behind us Footprints on the sands of time;
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Landslide 05:56
There’s a morning moon a setting in the western sky today And the autumn gold is changing to a winter shade of gray They came here for a reason, so many years ago Just what that is I need to know And I’m trying hard to understand the reason why They had to cross to the other side Some things hit you easy, while others hit you hard This one hit me like a landslide Now I’m searching for some silver in these clouds so lined with pain But the winds of change keep blowin’ like an angry hurricane And I kick myself for thinking every minute of every day There was one last thing I needed to say And if I find some kind of peace within myself I’ll always have their memory to share But in my mind it seems an end unto itself An imaginary castle in the air There are four bright stars a rising in the twilight of the night Four bright spirits glowing with their warm eternal light And with each passing season it gets easier to see Four souls watching over me Still in my heart I feel there was no reason why They had to cross to the other side Some things hit you easy, while others hit you hard This one hit me like a landslide It hit me like a landslide ©1995 – 2020 Crocus Hill Music
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Silence, unprotected, like the calm before the storm In golden rays of sunlight, it pervades the early ‘morn It speaks to me in sacred tones ‘bout the history of this land And how I should obey its one command To keep walking on hallowed ground Following the sound of the river flow Walking on hallowed ground Any way the path goes Walking on hallowed ground The sky up above and the earth below Walking on hallowed ground The only way the heart knows Seasons need no reason, to change the way they do One only needs to pass before the next one comes anew They speak in different images, ‘bout the beauty of our land And how we should obey its one command Voices of the spirit, telling stories of this land Listen, can you feel it, resonate from where you stand ©1997 Crocus Hill Music
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I, believe we’re on this earth to make a difference Our life, is a gift bestowed to us as wings to Icarus To fly, far beyond the limits of uncertainty At peace, trusting fear will never get the best of me I believe that faith will find a way to conquer fear And I believe it will guide us toward a brighter new frontier Oh I believe in faith I, believe with all my heart that life is sacred Of that, not everyone on earth has been persuaded It’s hard, to see beyond the limits of our universe When eyes, are closed to things we see as being too diverse I believe that light will always overcome the dark And I believe the moon and stars illuminate the heart Oh I believe… … in light that can open up the haunting skies above and let the sun shine through So faith with its wisdom and hope, will help, rebuild the world anew I, believe we must stand up for truth and fairness To fight, for a deeper sense of purpose and awareness A life, confused by hate deprives us of our empathy But when, infused with love becomes the perfect remedy I believe that love will find a way to vanquish hate And I believe, in this lifetime we will reach that higher state Oh I believe in love I believe in faith I believe in light I believe in love ©2019 Crocus Hill Music
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Heart of mine, kept inside this hollow chest Caught up in the emptiness Lost in time, beating to the rhythm of The yearning for a tender love I just want to know, if I’ll ever get control Of feeling like it’s so hard to breathe I need to see a sign, that this restless heart of mine Will find a peaceful release Is there anyone before the morning comes Who can save me from these fits and starts Close this open wound or I fear it will consume The chambers of my troubled heart Thoughts be still, things I can’t believe are said By voices locked inside my head Strength of will, capacity to clearly see Through this veil that covers me I can hardly breathe, I’m down on bended knees Begging for my soul to keep There’s so little time, for this restless heart of mine To wake from this mortal sleep I believe, in matters of the heart we cannot fall apart So I will weave a safety net of love and hang it up above my heart ©2019 Crocus Hill Music
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There’s a light in the dark night glowing; tho’ the night’s an uncertainty There’s a calm in the gift of knowing, that your soul’s watching over me Years go by, like distant memories, as we drift our separate ways Still your heartbeat deep within me counts the passing of the days And it’s hard when I think about it All our lives we’ve walked the same bloodlines Flesh and blood, cut from the same cloth Two hearts, one soul entwined ‘Till the end of time I’ve done things that I’m not proud of, for which I apologize This ancestral bond between us, a strong resolve of compromise Of all we share in common and all we’ve put to test The folks would be so proud to see us put our differences to rest And it’s hard when I think about it All our lives we’ve walked the same bloodlines Flesh and blood, cut from the same cloth Two hearts, one soul entwined Pure love the way it was meant to be Trust me when I tell you sister; I believe in you as you believe in me And it’s hard when I think about it All our lives we’ve walked the same bloodlines Flesh and blood, cut from the same cloth Two hearts, one soul entwined We walk the same bloodline These are the strings that bind ‘Till the end of time Two hearts, one soul ’till the end of time Two hearts, one soul ’till the end of time ‘Till the end of time ©2014 Crocus Hill Music
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Once, they were childhood friends Forever bound, by reason and rhyme One was a private poet And the other, the public face of her time There was Emily dressed all in white An angel of mythical light And Helen the Hunter of Words Was the consummate Muse; pursuer of justice and truth Two lives as different as moon and sun Yet friends for the long run They were soul sisters in meter and verse The Daughters of Amherst Lives, shaped by idealist dreams Inspire hope, desire and heart To learn, that which makes us the same Is the strength to defeat what keeps us apart Just like Emily dressed all in white We are angels of mythical light Transcendence our shared destiny As we open our arms in a gesture of pure empathy They weren’t the only ones destined to leave their mark Though they were the first, with a hunger and thirst The original Daughters of Amherst And when they appear to you in your dreams There will be no doubt what it means Heed their message of wisdom and strength All you need to do is be on that same wavelength Our lives reflecting the moon and sun Friends for the long run We are soul sisters in meter and verse Like those Daughters of Amherst They’re weren’t the only ones They’re not the only ones To drink from the waters of Amherst Because it was meant to be, we honor their legacy We’re the new Daughters of Amherst ©2019 Crocus Hill Music
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He awakens every morning and looks into the eyes Of the person lying beside him, who he does not recognize On the nightstand there’s a picture in a five by seven frame Of a woman who’s familiar, tho’ he can’t recall her name His world is filled with shattered dreams, panes of broken glass Just memories that disappear like faded photographs Gravity pulls its weight And every soul meets its fate When people ask a question, he feels so much the fool He struggles for the answer, like a child in grammar school He’s lost inside this darkness, afraid and all alone A man without a purpose, a man without a home His world is filled with shattered dreams, panes of broken glass Just memories that disappear like faded photographs Gravity pulls its weight And every soul meets its mate For all the faded photographs and things that have been lost He won’t abandon his belief in love at any cost He holds on to every sunset, and every waning moon Mental pictures soon forgotten, like the lyrics of this tune And that haunting distant memory, in the five by seven frame Of a woman so familiar, tho’ he can’t recall her name Of a feeling so familiar, still he can’t recall her name ©2019 Crocus Hill Music
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Lay You Down 07:13
There’s a light that shines for every one of us So bright, at times we look away There’s a risk of giving in to our wanderlust A fear, of living life that way You know, it’s up to you, to live the life you choose But you can’t win unless you sometimes lose So lay you down, rest your weary head And close your eyes, sweet dreams tonight instead of feelin’ blue Feel this moment now, before it slips away There’s a time, a time when you’ll discover that It’s not so hard to make it through these darker days There’s a path, that’s traveled by a sacred few So close to you, you’ll always find your way But rest now, you sleepless child, and put to bed your inner wild Dreams of wonder, dreams of happiness Just lay you down, rest your weary head And close your eyes, sweet dreams tonight instead of feelin’ blue Feel this moment now, before it slips away And if ever I should see you Acting like you didn’t care I will fill you up; drink from the lovin’ cup The magic potion if you dare ©2019 Crocus Hill Music

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Faded Photographs is a collection of original songs channeling the longing, love and loss that have been swimming around my conscious and sub-conscious heart and mind. A few go back decades, while many come from a more recent welcome effluence of inspiration. I hope you find some form of inspiration from these songs and that you are motivated to connect with the messages from a place of emotion, compassion and a deeper sense of meaning.

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released July 15, 2020

Featured guest artists include: Edie Raye, Colleen Martin-Oake, Michelle Kinney, Holly Circle, Kenni Holmen, Jimmy Steffen, Madeleine Hart, Giorge Pettus, Michael B. Nelson, Lonnie Knight and Liz Ashantiva.

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Richard Grossman Saint Paul, Minnesota

Richard Grossman’s life journey is an enduring exploration of artistic expression and creative communication — blending curiosity, passion and entrepreneurial spirit with technical savvy and good old-fashioned know-how.

As a producer/engineer, sound designer, songwriter and composer, his work has been heard on major label recordings, radio, television and numerous theatrical productions..
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